Once again.. Happiness didn't last.
Some how or rather.. this house just can't make me feel better.
Something's missing..
Everything I do.. I used to do with-.
Emptiness in this house can no longer be filled.
especially with the loved ones.
Used to be loved ones.
Depression had it.
Surrounded by walls that are cracked and unable to be sealed.
Am I ready to face the world?
Bitchiness from me didn't last.
Missing my grandma now.
After meeting her grandparents.. I felt even worse.
She's lucky.
We tend to change when we lose someone.
Change for the better or worse?
You decide.
Everytime when night falls.. Hoping to be in someone's arms and fall asleep.
Teared every night out of loneliness.
I bet she's enjoying now.
Everything I do.. I do it alone.
I know I have to face it. But for how long can I take it?
No longer laughing joyfully.
Sorrows were filling my empty spaces.
Now.. I'm not mentally stable.
I have to be strong because my Mom's mentally unstable too.
What am I to do?
I can no longer be happy with happy entries.
It just sickens me.
I'm not happy. And I know that.
God.. Please take me away..
Some how or rather.. this house just can't make me feel better.
Something's missing..
Everything I do.. I used to do with-.
Emptiness in this house can no longer be filled.
especially with the loved ones.
Used to be loved ones.
Depression had it.
Surrounded by walls that are cracked and unable to be sealed.
Am I ready to face the world?
Bitchiness from me didn't last.
Missing my grandma now.
After meeting her grandparents.. I felt even worse.
She's lucky.
We tend to change when we lose someone.
Change for the better or worse?
You decide.
Everytime when night falls.. Hoping to be in someone's arms and fall asleep.
Teared every night out of loneliness.
I bet she's enjoying now.
Everything I do.. I do it alone.
I know I have to face it. But for how long can I take it?
No longer laughing joyfully.
Sorrows were filling my empty spaces.
Now.. I'm not mentally stable.
I have to be strong because my Mom's mentally unstable too.
What am I to do?
I can no longer be happy with happy entries.
It just sickens me.
I'm not happy. And I know that.
God.. Please take me away..
